NARCOSIS + MORE

I wanted Narcosis + more
I wanted to pronounce those names
on the tip of my tongue
I wanted the black velvet hand of sleep
upon my shoulder
I wanted a room in the Hotel Hypnagogue
and to park my car in its silent garages
I wanted subtle disappearance
I wanted a nap in stormclouds
I wanted to plunge to the bottom of a warm sea
I wanted to see the things down there
I wanted a half-life as a demi-god
I wanted one minute out of all eternity
I wanted a foggy rapture
I wanted it all easy
I wanted to meet someone I knew who came this way
I wanted to forget
I wanted to glow amongst shadows
I wanted to be suspended in honey
I wanted to share my discovery with all humanity
and then I wanted to keep it all for myself
I wanted to float with the driftwood
and sink with the stones
I wanted to pursue it even after years and years
I wanted another chance and then another again
I wanted a portal, I wanted a wormhole
I wanted a unified field
I wanted the gas
I wanted to be cured a little
I wanted to imagine everything was alright
I wanted an epiphany
I wanted hibernation in a cosy little cave
I wanted to crawl into my coccoon
and emerge years later as a vapour
I wanted to pass undetected
I wanted to groove with the greats at the Midniteclub
where nepenthe is always on the menu
I wanted a pleasure launch on the sacred river Alph
I wanted an immediate release
I wanted a flowerless garden and an immaculate fix
I wanted to receive an exchange and
then I wanted my money back
I wanted to pause it while I was doing other things
I wanted what I thought I had been promised
I wanted more than I needed
I wanted a cold summer
I wanted a few friends who could understand
I wanted the same thing as everybody else
I wanted to resurface
I wanted to forget all of this
I wanted to write some songs that would make
people smile for a change
I wanted an extra night for no extra cost
I wanted a simple guarantee
I wanted to ignore myself when I became too much
I wanted to cop a high and I was prepared to cop quite a low
I wanted to take some nice bits and loop them
I wanted a dreamboat in Slumberland
I wanted to experiment
I wanted it and I wanted it bad and
I wanted it right now
I wanted it to come and I helped manifest it
I wanted something for a rainy day
I wanted Narcosis + more